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Finding the Purpose...



This disillusionment this haziness makes me wonder,
Was there ever a purpose or have I just lost it now ?
That alacrity seems to have vanished,
Purpose disappeared and my being famished.
Is there a reason that reason wants me to find ?
The forces are evading, nothing seems to unwind
Never had this feeling of not having a purpose before
Bouncing in the waves, not knowing where to find the shore..
This is no sadness this is no pain
What do I call it when it doesn't matter whether I lose or gain
Moments ago, what I was losing mattered and the stakes were high
No longer is this the case and I don't know why ??????

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